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Apr 20Liked by SleepyHollow, inK.

Interesting take/inversion! I think you have zeroed in on the loss of emotion that makes us less human. I wonder if there are other aspects we consider to be human that we're giving up or shedding unintentionally, like the ability to linger for longer on leisure (accidental alliteration!). I like that you flipped the script a bit.

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Yes, I think there could be quite a sad long list of things we're losing that we don't even realize were pretty important in the happiness equation.

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Apr 21Liked by SleepyHollow, inK.

Thanks, Krista. This might be slightly off to the side, but what you wrote made me think of it. Did I tell you I was in an Apple store and on impulse let a salesperson demo Apple Vision Pro? It was an uncanny experience, so real that you connect emotionally at times to what/who you're seeing. Who knows where this is going, but it would be real easy to see some poor schlub staying at home so that the beautiful singer looks deep into his eyes as she's all but crawling onto his lap, instead of reaching a point of authentic loneliness that forces him out into the world where he might stumble into a connection with a less perfect and idealized partner, but one made of flesh and spirit. It was frighteningly seductive, and scary. You should try it and see.

P.S. And yes, men are really in trouble.

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Apr 22·edited Apr 22Author

Luckily my own foray (for a brief moment) in a VR headset was wonky enough to leave me unimpressed (and literally car sick) but I can see how it's getting better and better and it really does scare the crap out of me. These people who "marry a character" as I wrote whenever that was are soon no longer going to be considered so freaky but perhaps the norm? Sometimes I feel we're just slowly moving into devices and the world will just recede...sigh.

Re: men. My girls experience the younger version of it in school. All (most?) boys are addicted to video games. So much so they are underslept, glazed, unsocialized, jerks. They are basically spending countless hours in killing bootcamp, becoming armed soldiers. This is a whole aside about guns etc as well but what do people think will happen when they let a whole gender live like this?? ugh...

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Apr 20Liked by SleepyHollow, inK.

Exceptionally well written and I agree so much with your core points. I just reenforced that to myself again yesterday. Being present = being happy. “Instead of feeling connection, you’re actually grieving.”

And in your words “There’s no such thing as both tapping at your phone and being able to listen to a person. The person is the one who is slighted in this scenario.”

I am going to use this article as another reminder to myself to prioritize. It will make my life richer as I focus on what truly matters.

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Thank you, we need (me too) constant reminders of it all since the tech is sooo enticing.

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Apr 20Liked by SleepyHollow, inK.

Holy crap, Krista. [/articulate].

I’m at a conference now called “Learning and the Brain”, for K-12 educators from all over the US and Canada (and some from overseas).

One of the themes is AI as a tool in classrooms, its positives and dangers.

But what is also clear is how critical it is to just teach/help students learn to connect to each other as humans, without tech.

I’m a bit of an asshole when it comes to cell phone distractions during IRL interactions. I’ll stop talking, or mostly gently ask friends or colleagues to put their phones down. Surprise is often the response, not that I’d asked, but that they were so lost.

All I want to do with people is connect. It’s in my marrow. And it’s harder than ever.

I REALLY felt this one, KM.

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Learning and the Brain sounds awesome! I think we need more "assholes" to keep us in check like that. How you put it is correct, we're truly all getting lost. I really worry!

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Apr 20Liked by SleepyHollow, inK.

Oh, yes to the flipped script! And also to this very descriptive and clear eyed definition of ambiguous loss. Honestly, I’m not sure I ever understood it as well as I have reading this post. So thank you. I understood, and have known, anticipatory loss, with my mom when she was in the year close to her death, but ambiguous loss is even more prevalent and lingering. I realize that is what I feel when friendships disintegrate and yet the person is right there, checking out at the grocery store ahead of me. It’s an ache, and a strange almost embarrassing grief. Love you and your wordsmithery.

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"anticipatory loss" - I hadn't heard that but I so get it. And you had your share of ambiguous loss with her when alive, as I do with my mom still alive, when they aren't able to do all the expected mom things... So accurate for that friend sitch too. I think I could apply this term to a big chunk of my life! Glad to wordsmith through it together

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